When you begin in a skinsuit at birth, you recognize that you are here for the long-haul, and you also know nothing other than what you know in that moment. Some of you were born with more knowing than others, but as a whole, your memory is wiped clean. The purpose and objective of this life’s incarnation is to teach you how to become the most flavorful and sassy and playful and curious and content and frustrated and expansive and restrictive person. There is no singular purpose. You are meant to ebb and flow within your life‘s objective. Recognizing that you are meant to be a flawed human being, and to embrace that fully while trying to be the kindest version of yourself can be challenging and in conflict with itself. And you can feel the conflict when you are pulled into different directions. Just honor that and allow that to be. It is called diunital, which is where two things can be true and also be mutually exclusive. Allowing the universe to teach you that the shadow is as good as the light, it’s a gift.
So simply embrace what feels like chaos on some days, and the pleasurable peace that you experience on other days, trusting that they both are the best possible experiences that you can produce, as you write, direct, and act in this movie called Your Life. It all has significance, has purpose, as anyone who has been involved in a movie production will tell you. Everything is incorporated with great intentionality and purpose. Trust that your spirit team is just as creative and purposeful as it creates this experience that you are currently working your way through.
And so it is. Mama stay!
Thank you 🙏🙏🙏
For some reason this reminds me of this time of my life when I was heavy into religion and learning/changing my concepts of god and devil. I heard this thought that the devil is just the shadow side of god and at the time it frightened me. How could this “all loving god” have any part of this “pure evil”? It really shook me and made me think about everything I had been taught up to that point. I think after that I started to drift away from religion.
It still makes me think if there is a difference between shadow and darkness, light and blinding light. If we humans have shadow and light and, let’s say for sake of argument that spirit side has all four, what level of control is needed for balance? To explain further, shadow side, I view as the negative aspects of humanity, where darkness is a level of pure evil to the point that it can be soul destroying. Light is the positive aspects of humanity and blinding light. I guess is almost where something is so good that it is hard to be around or painful in a way.
So my thought is that if the energy is like a circle where there is a gray shadow side and then to the left a black dark side and the right a white light side, when the darkness and the bright light meet, is the in between silence? is it back to more shadow? Is it the resting place of spirit? And if we wanted to get there, is there a straight path or would we have to go through the darkness or the light? And if we have to go through one or the other, are our fragile human spirits even able to survive?
Back to the concept of God and the devil being one, The reason that it was frightening for me was the thought of how can I trust something that I was taught was good/balanced with righteous anger yet now I’m hearing has possibly a side that is so dark and evil to the point that you basically could be destroyed in a way, like you soul would cease to exist if you ever came upon such darkness. Unless of course, none of that is true and both of these entities are completely separated from each other and serve their own purposes… anyway….
How do we know what is true when even our eyes can deceive us? Our mind can play tricks and whisper falsehoods. Our voice speak lies and spite. Are we all devils and gods, trying to tame ourselves in this zoo called earth? Roar.
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I often ponder these things so I appreciate the time spent reading my ramble.